I was told I should write down my feelings. That it may help me put things in perspective. I have thought of starting a journal - I did start a drawing/writing journal, but I can never do it consistently and for very long. Bloggin' is as consistent as I get with regards to writing something and related to things on my mind whether it is the good, bad, or ugly. I do get bored writing about the same shit - I notice if I read my blogs - I have the same shitty themes throughout.
I pulled up in my car, the neighbor that has three cars, two of those are sports cars, saw me in my car and said I look hot. It was kind of funny, I can't figure out his exact age but I'm thinking pushing 50. Newly divorced. I had run out a few Saturday's ago - braless - in boxer shorts - to interrupt him while he was mowing the lawn. I wanted to show off my car - mind you - I was TRASHED. Anyway, I must of hugged and kissed my car 1,000 times in front of him, all the while he was smiling and laughing at me. Then, like a dork, I forgot to close the garage door, so at 10 pm or so we get a knock on the door from him wanting to know if we knew our garage door was open. Anyway, when I saw him today I apologized for my drinking behavior. He smiled and said if that was you drunk, well I would hate for you to see me drunk. I guess my car makes up for my small labia!!!!!! LOL LOL One of the guys at work asked if I was going through a mid-life crisis.
I love my cat.
This sober shit kind of sucks, but necessary.
Snoop makes me horny but so does the guy from the Soprano's.
I don't have much sex, but don't really mind. When I start dreaming of it, it is time to do it.
Fucking already thinking about the holidays - what the fuck!
1 comment:
i think unless you're blogging on things happening in the world, you're gonna have the same themes runnin thru your writing. i know that's true for a lot of people who do personal writing. don't worry about it. maybe you'll write about "the same ol shit" one day & it'll bring a cathartic moment to ya...
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