Asked by the supervisor today if I was going to take the senior exam when it is offered. I said NO. He said yes - and I said but it would be stupid if I didn't. If my boss moved up and I took his place - he could still be my boss. Anyway - I told him frankly after this week I've had I don't feel I have the technical skill or the disposition to supervise. He laughed and walked out. I proceeded to have a full fledge panic attack.

I have no desire to promote. May not have a "choice". Although of course I have a choice. Maybe I don't know what I want. I may not even have much of a chance of getting the job. I just want to learn more without being a sup.