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Sorry blog - for being gone so long - for leaving you with blank pages.

I had a great vacation - spent some much needed quality time with my sister. I let myself tell her stuff and express stuff that I never thought I would. The last night - we shared a beer together... talked about how it felt like being a Phillips' woman. I learned how angry and hurt I am with my parents right now - and how sick it made me feel in the end. We worked through some stuff that my Dad told us when we were young - and how that has been twisted over the years due to our insecurity. How much I have grown as a person in the last few years. My sister reveals only small things about how she feels and her life.... she is VERY private - and I respect that - but am also hurt by it.... i want to know more about her - maybe she only gives me things I can handle....

anyway - we both decided that having my niece here has been an expierence and despite some of the short coming from our own parents - they did great.....


For I am nothing, if not critical.
Othello. ACT II Scene 1.