Loving the rain.
Loving no answering machine.
Loving hot decaffeinated tea.

Hating this cold I have. It is kicking my ass.

Kind of weird - I haven't checked her blog for awhile - hadn't felt like writing in mine - and then bam - i get on and she wrote yesterday.....the cosmos is weird I say...just weird....

I'm full on this roller coaster of life and I'm scared and excited all at the same time.

I'm going to hate sharing that evening....I want her all to myself, but I know others love her and like to see her....so I can't be selfish...

I'm so annoyed with the bro it is crazy - I want to know and be there and help - but in a way i'm glad he is shutting us out - i hope only for now..... we have never been so distant....i'm going from the irritation stage to the angry stage - to the very sad and disappointed stage...i've never been so happy and sad not to be on facebook...he probably would have canceled me as a friend anyway....

I feel like I may be getting sick - not really a good time for that right now....